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I apologize for my recent behavior, to whom this may concern. For anyone who wants the truth, I'm been in and on, on and off depressed for months. Un-diagnosed, of course, I don't want a doctor telling me I need medication, they can shove their pills up their ass! I know the cause, and eventually I'll luck out with a solution. In case you want to know, I haven't seen any of my friends in over a year. Mom was constantly telling me not to even bother thinking of them, and that they're not my friends, so I pushed all of them away a few months ago in ways that I don't think I'll ever be able to recover what we once had, should I defy my parents word. On top of that, I've been jobless for nearly a year, and even though I send my resume out weekly, I never get any kind of interviews, just notices of "We received your application" and later on "We have decided to go with someone else"... I watch my dad struggle and strain both physically and mentally to keep us afloat, and I feel helpless and useless to the whole situation. It's like my whole life is at an idle, and I don't idle well. I'm just sitting around doing nothing, and really, I feel like a failure. I miss the days when I worked so hard that I couldn't think... At least I was happy then. Hopefully things will get better...
  • Mood: Lonely
  • Listening to: Burnt Orange-Whose to Blame?
  • Reading: Nothing.
  • Watching: Might as well unplug my tv.
  • Playing: Nothing.
  • Eating: What's it matter?
  • Drinking: Why are your here?
So I guess I'm not totally gone just yet. I can never make my mind up anymore. Sorry for being confusing with the "I'm gone, now I'm not", because if anyone is actually reading this, you really don't need to put up with it. I just (emotionally and verbally, we haven't physically seen each other in nearly a year anyway) pushed my best friend away because I am a sinking ship right now and am a complete bummer to talk to. Again, sorry for wasting your time, now move along if you haven't already, there ain't nothing here to look at.
  • Mood: Worried
  • Listening to: The Yardbirds-Smokestack Lightning
  • Reading: Nothing
  • Watching: Nothing
  • Playing: Nothing
  • Eating: What's it matter?
  • Drinking: Why are your here?
This account is no longer active. I am retiring from art (Which is debatable because my stuff is so sloppy and has no originality at all so I'm not even sure it's even considered art) because I no longer wish to even try anymore. I will no longer read any comments, notes, or anything. It will not be entirely de-activated due to archive purposes. If anyone actually reads this, sorry that you somehow stumbled across this page. Move along.

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Frank
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I apologize for my recent behavior, to whom this may concern. For anyone who wants the truth, I'm been in and on, on and off depressed for months. Un-diagnosed, of course, I don't want a doctor telling me I need medication, they can shove their pills up their ass! I know the cause, and eventually I'll luck out with a solution. In case you want to know, I haven't seen any of my friends in over a year. Mom was constantly telling me not to even bother thinking of them, and that they're not my friends, so I pushed all of them away a few months ago in ways that I don't think I'll ever be able to recover what we once had, should I defy my parents word. On top of that, I've been jobless for nearly a year, and even though I send my resume out weekly, I never get any kind of interviews, just notices of "We received your application" and later on "We have decided to go with someone else"... I watch my dad struggle and strain both physically and mentally to keep us afloat, and I feel helpless and useless to the whole situation. It's like my whole life is at an idle, and I don't idle well. I'm just sitting around doing nothing, and really, I feel like a failure. I miss the days when I worked so hard that I couldn't think... At least I was happy then. Hopefully things will get better...
  • Mood: Lonely
  • Listening to: Burnt Orange-Whose to Blame?
  • Reading: Nothing.
  • Watching: Might as well unplug my tv.
  • Playing: Nothing.
  • Eating: What's it matter?
  • Drinking: Why are your here?

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Old-Marcie1234 Featured By Owner Feb 11, 2014
Hiya, Frank!
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